29 Days

I'm 29 days sober. And so far, not drinking has done nothing to fix my life. I feel unworthy and damaged. In Japan, I felt awesome. I felt strong, independent, and that I could do whatever I  wanted. It was a vacation high. I want to blame my misery on my location. It'd be so easy to just say that I don't like Korea. But that's not the truth.

March madness – sobriety edition

I stopped drinking in March. Although I've been dancing with the idea since November, I've always had one great reason not to quit: I didn't want to. I must have given a different reason to each person that asked why I stopped drinking. I needed to quit smoking and it was too hard with a … Continue reading March madness – sobriety edition